Not Feeling

It’s not about how I feel

It’s about not feeling

The words

As they slip off my tongue

It’s about not tasting it

As it slides down

Warming

Shreds of me fall all around

And I feel...okay

I feel sane

I’m not sane

But I can taste it

The insanity

It’s sweet taste

But bitterness

I see it

It will leave me here soon

To spiral and fall

Sometimes I wish no one would catch me